I had been thinking about what my first post should be or look like for some time. Then, I decided perhaps I should provide you with some insights about me a little. I choose not to talk about anything personal on social media as I am a private person, and don't quite see the point of sharing too much information with randoms. But I have recently realised that I have a number of silent followers consisting of my current and potential lovers, and it has kind of made me want to share a little more than I initially thought.
As you may know, I have been in and out of the industry over a number of years under different working names. This is not because I am a seasonal escort or my business was in need of re-branding. It would have been much easier for my clients or even for myself if I operated under the same name over the years, but I still picked different names because I eventually got bored of them. Some clients who have been following my moves since my first day as an escort called it a "re-branding" because I now market and work differently to the past. I get that it is the easiest way of putting it, but for me it was never a conscious, commercially focused effort I was making in order to attract different clients, but a simple reflection of my shifted values and preferences in life.
I started my escorting journey at the age of 21, and being in my mid 20's now, I have no desire or intention to work under a false age to attract clients who are age-sensitive when it comes to companions they see. This also includes acting "young and somewhat foolishly cute" on social media, so I look like a young girl than a young woman. The fact is I like being a woman. I act and think more mature than my age, but my appearance radiates with youthfulness and oozing sex appeal that you can only find in someone who is truly confident with her own skin. You will know what I am talking about when you meet me in person or already know what I am talking about (wink, wink).
I am aware some client(s) generated and spread a rumour that I retired to get married (I’m quite an anti-marriage as a matter of fact), which is completely false. The main REAL reason I left the industry is to focus on the primary goals that brought me to Australia in the first place. I decided to re-shift my focus back on my education by getting out of the comfortable, luxurious zone I was getting accustomed to and face the reality where I was pretty much nobody outside of my bedroom. I believe everyone needs self-inflicted hardship at some point in their lives in order to grow wiser and expand their views both horizontally and vertically. The last thing I wanted was to grow old to be one of those oblivious morons that live in sugar-coated bubbles.
It was obvious that my desire for self-improvement was simply far greater than my desire for Chanel at that stage of my life.
I have to say though, leaving everything behind and (trying) going back to pre-SW was one of the hardest thing I had to endure and eventually overcome mentally and perhaps, psychologically. From the sex goddess to a new grad who had nothing to show for, it was not easy at all. Just FYI, as a person who wasn’t interested in climbing the ladder by sleeping with the men in power, putting my advanced sexual skills down in writing on my resume could have been quite pointless. In case you are wondering ;)
So quite understandably, I doubted my decision to retire several times after I left the industry.
The one thing I missed the most was the closeness I felt with my clients, and the fact that I could be myself with them - the funny, energetic, and intelligent girl who can also fuck. This is why I came back for short period of time on several occasions after my retirement. I just needed to escape from the “real world” and find some comfort through the men I adore by doing and saying things that are deemed inappropriate in social and political standards with each other.
I have recently decided to come back as a full time escort because the job that I wished to be my career (that I worked so hard to get) wasn’t what I expected it to be, and I saw no point in pursing something that was causing me a great misery. The logical decision for me was to go back to escorting. Just like anything, it’s not perfect, but almost. To me, at least. There aren’t really many things you can’t like about escorting though I respect any views that disagree with mine.
However, I will never regret my decision to move away from escorting the past years. I have achieved everything I set out for, and got to work in a dream career that I always wanted. I feel truly content and happy that I have that experiences. The financial stability that I could’ve had as a young girl, would have never given me this self-fulfilment and surety about myself, had I not opted for more challenging life. What didn’t kill me made me so much stronger than I could have imagined as a person. And you can’t buy this with any amount of money.
As I have made it public recently, I am about to start a part time course soon. I am not doing it to prepare for future career, but purely for fun. The area I am about to immerse myself into is something completely different from what I was doing or used to, and I am so very excited about it.
I just want to use this space to thank all of my current clients for being so awesome in many ways. It means a lot to me that you are genuinely happy and proud of me for the direction that I am taking in my life. I have known some of you since I started escorting and I feel truly fortunate that we can share our life journey together and watch each other advance further in life. I couldn’t have achieved what I have achieved and wouldn’t be where I am now without your ♥️. Thank you so so much, and I look forward to creating more beautiful sexy memories this year ♥️
Jessi the Sassy